Today was the WORST day ever! After school, I was supposed to meet my special friend for lunch and I was late. Once I reached the Simei MRT, she waited for me, together.with her friends. I was so shy that I moved to one side and she came alone to me. Then she told me I was late and she needed to go back to school to see her history teacher. I said one day, we will eat with each other. Then, she went off with her freinds and went back to school and I went back to school to see my Drama friends/crew. In the MRT, I felt like my heart was broken and I can hold onto it. Once I reached my Drama area, I started to cry. I can't take the pain away from my heart. My instructor saw me and I told her everything and her boyfriend also knew. Sometimes, I can't control my emotions and people won't understand my feelings but I DON'T CARE! I sms my school friend and asked for help but he want to be alone with his girl-friend ( not girlfriend yet ). What kind of friend? Duirng the Drama, I was like no mood and do not want talk to any of my Drama friends except for my instructor and her boyfriend.Then, one of her freinds called and told me to stay away from her and said I got no time with her. Once she hanfg up, I was even mad and felt like SCREAMING LIKE HELL! I was like what the hell and felt like dropping by handphone.That was the only chance that I can have lunch with her and now, I can't. Finally, my heart is broken. I was speechless and can barely speak. I thought it could go according to plam but in the end, it turned to a disaster. I thought we are freinds? What now? Are we still freinds or strangers to each other ?
I wanted to cool off...I tried to close and went to sleep. End up sleeping an hour and a half. After waking up , I left for home, I still felt that my heart was still broken.
If you are reading this, my special freind, you seriously broke my heart. This is my frirst and last chance to go out with you for lunch. Your friends should not scold me,..you know what they said. It really makes me sad and angry at the same time. They say I should not layan you. Did you agree with that? If you agree, then you seriously break my heart into million pieces. If you disagree...then ..I don't know hat to say as I am now sppechless and .Sorry.....I can't continue writing this..It is too painful for me to continue on.....
Dear viewers, I am sorry if I can't finish my post. It is painful. to carry on writng this post and to me, it is emtional .Anything jsut post comments on my friendster: Mr FDT Was Born..(AAAHHHH!!!!!!)
Really sorry.
