It"s Been A Long Time Since I Last Post

Hey people..long time since I update...so my mid year exams was okay I guess. Need to improve on subjects..DNT, Cobined Humanities And English. I want to improve a lot when it comes to my O level exams...Well nothing much though..Valentine b'dae is tomorrow and must buy present by tomorrow..And Ii have kakak angkat..Wohoo!

That's about it...

So Lonely And Exams Are Finishing Soon!

During exams, I feel lonley..go home also lonely..haizz..whatabout my friends? They are too busy with their own things, even all my close friends that includes all my adik angkats and one of my closest of all closest friend...Feel like everybody has just forgotten about me, I guess..Living in darkness around at this moment...Exams are finishing around next week and getting my class t-shirt soon..Not in a good mood..plain mood right now...Study my history around 3 plus to around 6...and 'A' maths later.

Now just feel like giving up and stress out. Just making me sick and feel like killing myself...Too bad still too young to die..SOMEBODY JUST CHEER ME UP FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!!! Anybody?

A Wedding To Remember...

First thing, congrats to my cousin, Abang Fadzli and to his new wife, Farah(for short). Today went to my cousin wedding...Went to the bride's place at Choa Chu Kang and marriage stuffs with the groom..Then the groom put the wedding ring to his bride and vice-versa. Eat there...there is mee and cocktail..By the way, the bride look like one of my adik angkat and the name is also the same. There is also this girl who looks like my friend..her face was so pretty and so clean that I every time wanted to look at her...But ai don't know her age so cannot confirm yet. Then went to the groom's place after that. Then saw all my other cousins were there and my dad's brother and family was there..Spent the whole day there. I was also the guy who lead the couple( bride and the groom) to the wedding place and also carry the 'pokok nanas' or something like that..Some of my friends, mum and dad's friends also came. Helped out too and read my book! Dinah, a friend of mine, also came but she can't recognise me..cuz so long she never saw me. The wedding place is quite nice and royal-like..



So tired now..Gotta rest!!

Well, I Guess You Can Say I Am Having A Crush...

I am having crush with this girl. But not my valentine okay!! There's many things about this girl that I am crushing on..She is friendly, smart, pretty and many other good quality..She doesn't even know I am crushing on her...she will know it when the time comes to tell her. Some of myt friends knows. I think my adik adk angkats don't even know her..HAHA!! I guess better not to tell them just yet...Not now. maybe later. Well I have to study now. I want to pass my exams so bad !!! Must pass all!!

Take care now! Going To Be Busy Studying!!

I DIdn't Force Her To Be My Adik Angkat...Now I Feel I Am In Big Trouble And Guilty

Yesterday was really a bad day...Started the day well. After prayers, went back home. Then rest of a while and watch TV and chat for a while..Then chat with ff and one of my adik angkat, Farah, her boyfriend add me in my MSN messenger and tell me that Farah is irritated by me and ask me to stop smsing and chatting with her. He also says I forced her to be my adik angkat..Like what the hell!!!! I never force her to be my adik angkat in the first place..Even his gang almost want to find me..and my younger brother also disturbs her...( Zas, kau and gang nk cari aku...tk payar.Aku bilang discipline master cuz die police and kau and gang nk kena tangkap korang punye pasal..ok..atau kita nk talk through this out??? Macam mana?)

Now, I feel so guilty even I didn't do anything wrong..I just don't know what to do now. Just need some help from somebody please...anyone?? And went to my dad's friend daughter birthday. I need someone's help...Please.