School: Sports Day Was A Quite A Boring Day....

Sports Day was quite boring...but get to see my friends and some of my adiks angkat. One of my adik lari for some events..can't remember what events..Damn! But a lot of events she participated...Then talk to my lower sec freinds..they are better than talking to my upper sec...Amirah and her gang was so close to my class...so malu nk talk to her...and one of her friends, lower sec belanja her and her friends...( Amirah, next time ask me to belanja...free of charge...wait..why am I telling you, guys? Who the heck cares!)..So good ..ok keep it short..I ajak my adik to go makan with me and answered don't know...haizz..Then saw Danial( ITE), Haziq, Nazyrul, Namirah and Abbas...talk to them...'blah.......'blah'. Then..skip prize presentation...sec 1 stay back cuz must clean-up..muahahaha!!!!!!.....but I cannot like that..my adik also in sec 1..Then when sports day finish, everybody went out...Wait for the bus no 9..so long must wait..Then went to Mac near my house and buy food of course..Then talk to my adk ff...hehe..I made her laugh...hehe...then chat for a while and now doing this post..Sms my other adik angkat....

I now always have no mood...Ask me and I answer I don't know why.....simple as that. Now must do homework... And put some comments on my friends friendster.....Now, I can't think anything else..Ah! I brought my shades to Sports Day..hehe..look cool mah!

That's about it!

If I Can Get My Hands on Him, He Would Already Be......

2 days back, I chat with my adik angkat...she told me that she fainted twice..I think...cuz all she thought about was her boyfriend but then she told me she broke up already....She fainted cuz she didn't get enough sleep and didn't eat for 2 days...I was damn shocked til I was almost half dead.....and at the same time, so pissed off with her current ex..( Shafiq( farhanh ex 's bfnow)...if you are reading this, I am on the look out for you!! Be prepared..cuz if I see eu, I make sure I break every bone..and I will never let you get away with this..You hear me!!!) After that day, my hands have been crunching into my fists, just waiting for that day to come.....Then at home, chat with my adk huda and ff and saw them on their webcam...so long never chat with them....(ff masih cute..hehe.it's true!..adk huda..whatever I say to you..diam-diam jer..)Great time chatting with them...

Well yesterady, went to Burger King for breakfast..Then went to E!hub..go play arcade...Saw Nazhurah( budak sec 4) and went to watch a movie 'The Unborn'..damn scary the movie is...I think to some, confirm cannot sleep after watching the movie...then went home for a while...then can' t remember the rest...Damn! That's about it..Can't think a lot today..I just want to cry a lot today...(crying...)

Happy Belated Birthday, Zalifa!!!

School Was Best..I Supposed...

Today came late for my early bird..( Next time, wake up early ok, Faizal?..hehe..crazy right scolding myself) and I also brought my present for my adik angkat cuz give her early..her birthday is birthday is on Saturday because tommorow and Friday she might be busy so give her earlier..School start off boring....got to give form teacher ez-link cuz want to make to transit card..something like that....DNT 4 periods..can sleep..wirte alot....got dismiss early cuz I am involved for the assembly..then assembly time go and get my badge and also recite the student leader creed....Then recess didn't eat much..went to buy a bun and HTWO-O..went to eat with Amirus and Reflix...Then saw syafiqah( sec 2) and salam my friends and myelf too!..And then sms my adik angkat to meet me after school in front of the training room..Then went back to class..skip the whole period of school...after school, return the attendance and behavior bk and brought down my present...and go training room..met with Amirus..waited for my adik..then Hidayah came with my adk Amira( sec 2) talk with them..then my adk came and I surpised her with the present that I bought ( Amirus help me too! Thanx Amrius!).She was shocked...hehe( tk payar shock...happy advance b'dae..hope u like the present alot!!) Then walk around and go for infocus...After infocus, meet Iqah( Amirus mataer) and she asked to help her find Amirus...then go find for him...wait for so long then he came..bring to his mataer...and let him layan his own girl...and I saw my adik angkt friends...talk to them for a while..Ard 4 or 5 plus went back wit Amirus but he went the other way....

That's about it!

I Was Feeling Down Today...Almost Felt Like Crying

Today, I was feeling so down in school...cried a bit in class. School was normal. SS quite boring...Chem do practical..still boring..A Maths continue on the new topic. Then, must recognise some more formulaes til I was like damn bloody stress..Recess was after that..Ate rice and Amirah was walking near me til she almost dropped her food...( damn..should help her carry her food. )..Then the rest of the day quite BORING!!! After school, saw my adik's kawan, Liyana Nasuha and uhm...can't remember the other girl name( sorie!) and went to meet Amirus and talk to him...And around 3 plus went back class..got infocus..A Maths and EL...quite okay-okay..A.Maths cried a bit..( don't know why..damn!!) After infocus, straight away went home..

DONE FOR THIS POST!!!

I MISS HER!

Return To School..Okay I Today Was Like An Average Day

Today,school reopened..Got to see my friends and some of my adik ankgat....Then got briefing at hall during morning assembly about the chairman and co-chairman investiture's...it will collaborate with the student council investiture's and will take place during assembly on Wednesday. Then tommorow got rehearsal for the investiture...get to see her to tommorow for rehearsal...YEAH!!!...School life today quite okay..MT first 2 periods..quite bored then got ELfor 1 period and after that recess..saw Marrisa and Syafiqah and some of her friends...then go makan..then saw my adik angkat..talk to her whether got saw the boy that likes her..Said no.( Yo, adik, biler nk tgk dier in person?) After that, DNT was okay-okay. Physics was next..Go through some worksheets and got test on Friday. So better study. SS was next after Physics. Took down notes and aslo got test so Friday got SS test and also Physics ...(Sighing....) A Maths last 2 periods at last!! Learnt new topic: Differentiation of Trigonometry...dy/dx of sinx is cosx, dy/dx of cosx is -(sinx) and dy/dx of tanx is sec square x..these things must learnt and memorise it...Then after school, put the attendance and behaviour bk at sch. office..then change to my black shirt ..Went to meet Amirus and talk to him..have to wait for him to finish his conversation with his mataer..and saw Azhimah,Amira(Sec 2) and some of her friends....then placed my bag in his classroom and then foolow him buy his thing and we go TM to buy a gift for a friend of mine...then went back to school and took my bag and go back home..Yeah forgot to say thank Amirus..Kawan-kawan help each other kan? Went back home..That's about it..I guess...The gift of course I keep somewhere secret!!!

The Holidays Are Coming To A Close....So Fast Time Past By

Tomorrow is the start of school already...How was the holidays people? You enjoy your hoildays or what!! Those who didn't get to enjoy..I pity you guys...Don't worry..There's June holidays coming up.Right? Well, my hoildays was ups and downs..like water waves...some days were enjoying and some were the opposite..Alot of things happen during the holidays..especially mine...Got lots to say so keep it short...Monday: It was fun I guess..got to go school cuz got MT thing..then after that went home and chat with one of my adik angkat for a while before meeting..go get change and meet her at Downtown East bus stop...wait for so long..then she came with her friends..then got to wait for her another friend..we go walk-walk at E!hub and go to arcade to 'lepak'( chinese ppl, go ask ur malay frenz what is that word) then her freind come..Then went to Escape Theme Park..luckily sop rainig and oh yeah.we went makan also at KFC..Forgot to brin..g my Nebo card..damn then must pay so much..bloody hell! Then went inside..got takes lots of ride..got take this pic:

Adik, why look away? Malu is it? Hehehehe...

...6 plus went back home...Tuesday: Went to school cuz got DNT thing and my friends and I were the so called mentors...then go out of school...then went to many places in the city and lunch time, teacher belanja us on our food..Damn sedap and shiok...( Thanks Mdm Cheng!!) and around 4 plus got BBQ in school and go makan with my friends and together with Yasmin and her friends..then abot 7 plus go home...Wednesday and Thursday quite boring so need to say anything. Friday was an average day like any other day..Got to go school for my freaking DNT from 9 plus to 12.05pm cuz got prayers and go to Tampines mosque, the Darul Ghufran mosque...prayers ended at 2 plus..then talk to my younger brother friend...Saturday: Went to Pastamania at E!hub...Food there quite expensive but damn shiok when you eat the food. Then go play at arcade...after that, go watch movie, The Race To Witch Mountain...the movie was not that bad..then 1 of my my adik smsed me and we talked thru sms..and she want to introduce me to her cousin and she say her cousin was hot and sexy..I was like what!!Then she also ask whether I want her number..I was speechless..and she say she gave her my hdp no....but I didn't care..have to wait for the sms..Today: Went to Sakura...eat a lot there...of course is a buffet..got so may food to choose from..then go White Sands to buy stuffs and go home..Check my friendster and give comments to people of course...And typing this as well!

Well, tomorrow is school day. My stress will confirm come back when go back to school..But still get to see my friends again and to see her too!! Now got to sleep!

Take care now, people!!

I Have Fallen For A Prank..And I Cried So Much Cuz Of A Personal Reason

Seriously, I was like damn crying like hell...one of my adik angkay played a prank on me...I HATE PRANKS SERIOUSLY!!! She said she don't want to be adik angkat anymore...I was like what the hell! I didn't do anything wrong..and that time I was really having a bad day, so I asked her thu' sms what I did wrong..she says I didn't do anything wrong and she just don't wana be my adk angkat..My parents also know about her( Parents are such a 'kepo'..seriously! every time check this, check that..like what the hell!)..I replied I was sorry for everything that I have done...Suddenly, I felt I lost my trust and the feeling of loneliness fiiled my empty heart because I miss and loved her as an adik alot.....so I creid alot...I even punched my door so hard...luckily never break..I felt I can never fogive myself...Why does these things happen to me..I kept asking myself that.... I was like this:




Then a few hours, my adik angkat smsed me and say she says it was a prank....BLOODY HELL!!! That was my expression. I replied...damn I forgot..( what the hell..what's the matter with me..can't remember what you say...hit urself..)..ah now I remember...I replied that I was still crying( not like a baby, just showing my emotions okay!)..The she says that she is sorry and was just joking..I was still crying.She says she was really sorrie and promised never do that again..And she will still loves me as an abang..Then I stopped crying and washed up my face...

I think that day was my worst day ever...and cannot be forgotten.

Yesterday: Went To Pulau Ubi, Got To See My Adik Angkat

The trip to Pulau Ubin was not that bad. Went there by boat...quite nice, the air was not bad. It took about 10 minutes to reach there. Once reached there, we walked around. Then a tourist asked my dad to help to take a photo of the tourist and her freinds. Then after that, we rented some bicycles and rode off. We cycled off around the island..quite tiring though cuz' need to use ur legs power to go up the slope...but when going down, so shiok and u will go down so fast...and of course you will have to brake when you are going down the slope..cuz might crashed into people...Then cycled an hour or two and stopped at a drink stall to drink and went to the beach ..I took some photos of myself.(post later cuz I dun have the wire to connect my phone to the computer..sorie..)and after that we gave back the bikes....Then when we are about to go home, almost raining ...then go back by boat..now on the way way back so much windy than we first went there...then when reached on mainland , eat nasi lemak and went for a walk..then ate ice-cream( so damn sedap!!!) then went back home....

Once I reached home....went to go bathe ...rest for a while..and chat online..Then got an sms for one of my adk angkt saying she going to Mr TehTarik stall...just ner my house...and I also later going bowling...so replied her that I will see her at the goreng pisang stall, behind Mr tehTraik..then after changing and look so cool, I quickly rushed down while wearing my sneakers..then wait for her for so long..then went to the toilet ...then when I came out she( refer to my adk angkt) went in..I wash my hands of course...then wait for her...hten she came out..she look so damn pretty siah!! The last time I saw her she was weraing like a gangster...hard to explain...now she wore a black shirt and a pink skirt....I was even shocked....Then we talked for a while..And she need to go back to her family cuz her family was also there.....then I myself had to go...And of course still went bowling....

And become an abang angkat to a friend of mine..Yeah!! Now, I have a another adik angkat.

I don't want to write anymore..my hands are killing me!
Comment on my friendster: Mr FDT WAS BORN!

Having Doubts About Her...

I don't know what to do now....Whether still want to ask or not to ask. After my prayers, went back to school. Go to physics lab for a while...actually got no infoucs but just go back only cuz at home will be damn boring..See my teacher and my friends, then do abit of work except for me cuz left 15 mins...then went down to canteen and saw my friends...And helped the auntie who sellin drinks..that auntie know me very well so helped her..Then Shamir came and talked to him. We talked about an hour or so. I also told him about my past and what I suppose to do now cuz I also told that I want to ask for BGR with this girl, and he gave me some advises that really useful( Thanx, Shamir!)...Then went home abt 4 plus..When reached, I tried some of Shamir advices.

I think it is working somehow! Thanks,Shamir!

Saturday: BBQ! Sunday: Kranji Beach To Collect Clamps!

Saturday:

Saturday so damn shiok. Morning go out and makan breakfast with family..Around 1 plus come back home..Then wait for my friend's message what time go there..Around 5 or 6 go there..Then wore my my new shirts and jeans..Then wore my new sneakers..Converse sneakers...look..cool right?

Then when to the Costa Sands Resorts...waiting for yao feng..then my other friends also come..Esther, Joreen, Hui Min and Hazirah...( Ceh budak tu pakai tundung seh...lagypun macam mak i seh biler pakai tundung..hehe..seriously( Chinese ppl no need to know))..Then go find the chalet block...so far the block...like finding a needle in the hay stack..Then finally, found it...Go inside the room and put my bag there..Go change to my red singlet..And go for a walk2...buy a drink and went to the swimming pool..But of course didn't go swimming..Just looking around. Then saw Yao Feng carrying things so quickly drink finish and helped him...Met him at the gate and helped him carry things to the chalet.Then brought to the bbq pit..Then Reflix called me...cuz he don't know where is it....Then I sms him to meet me at the entrance...wait for him for so long..10 mins then see him with his mataer..Once they came in , I escort them to the chalet...On the way, we talk and talk....then my friend, Hou Hong started to do the bbq and I and sum ppl help to fan...Then the real thing start at 7pm..then Reflix send his mataer home with his mataer sister....then he came and was lost again...Then go find him again...Then came back and started to bbq the food...So hungry...Then some of my classmates came 2.. the I go change back my shirt...Then got some food already ready to eat..got crabsticks, chciken, hotdogs....then eat some..Reflix help to fan...So funny the way he fans...Should see him fan...Then about 8 plus, Farhan came with Danial and Asyiq...andthey bring their guitar along..Then we talk2 alot and Farhan show me how to hold and play the guitar..cuz I'm not pro at playing guitar:

Then talk with frens..then one teacher came...Mr Kenny Tan came...At 9.15pm, I packed some food to bring home. Some chickens and bbq prawns...By then some of my friends went back.Then, after I went out, went to mac and saw Frahan and his friends...Then we talk2 and laugh a lot til my stomach hurts a lot from all that laughing...Then took bus 17 and went home. By the time I reached home, I put the food in the room and go straight to sleep..cuz quite a long day.

Sunday:

Sunday, my family went to Kranji beach...so damn bloody far..go there to collect clamps..so borin..on the way , I slept..so tired from yesterday. Used up so much energy. Reached there about 5 plus...over there kinda smelly...phew!!Then saw my dad's kwn and the anak-anak...over there here music, eat-eat some keropok, and took some pictures. Later I show the pictures.My dad and my adik-adik managed to find and bring back some.Then went home ard 7 plus..So quite a day! Damn I delete all the pics..only got this pic only..Sorie people :

That is me ( of course!!)..and Ain..I am older than her..seriously!!!

Photo-taking Time, People!

Today was my class photo-taking day...Yahoo! I brought my shades to school..Hehe..teacher says can bring so can bring lah...Then skool time quite ok. Dnt 4 period no teacher in charge...yahoo!!Then go for assembly....quite boring that I can sleep. And saw Amirah. I think she also boring..talk,talk,talk........for 1 hour...and then recess( It's about time!! Can sleep all day, you know..) Then go buy a bun and H-TWO-O...cuz the stall got long queque and lazy to wait...Then, English..boring..skip to next period..CME free period..Then relax..after that lastly A Maths..can 'tahan' for the last 1 hour and then school finished...Got and makan then go for infocus..Infocus for Maths and end at 3.30..


After that, photo-taking time, class! I bring my shades to the photo-taking and check it out, my shades!





Cool rite. Firstly, do formal class photo..then do 2 candid photos and then we take 2 more phots. Then got take 2 more pics in a group at a certain place... and I , Yao feng , Benjamine and our teachers take pictures...Then our infoucs time finishing so need to go our another infocus cuz left 5 mins left..Then I go take a pic of myself with my shades in the toilet. Cool right? Hehehe....








Then after that, go home..Wait for the bus no 28 wait for more than 30 mins so long. The wait for 45 mins the

bus just come. Then 5N2 boys also go inside the bus..Then, in the bus, listen music and take pic of myself again..Don't know why must take pic wiyh my shades...Like so cool with my shades on!

Then reached home about 5 plus and keep my shades in my drawers. No need to show off...Hehe..then. bathe do hwk, and go sleep.Long day in school.

Mr FDT LOVES AND MISSES HIS VALENTINE!

Me? Having A Bad Day? Of Course!

Today was a no-mood day. School went to school, almost late...the change of allocation of my classroom cuz of my dear friend. Broke an arm..( ouch!)..Then must shift alot of things...morning almost kena scolded..like what the hell.Then can no longer see Amirah anymore outside my class...( want to cry...)..MT perod boring...then Englsih period..learn new things..Synonyms. I guess so..Then have recess...( why have everytime monday recess early?)..Then eat my food( the rice stall) and eat with Reflix, and Farhan and Syakir...Then, Yao Feng came and discss sumthin with Frahan and Reflix...don't know what..bbq..I heard rumors abt this..( then never invite me? what the hell!....then saw Farhan give $20....zirah, u also involve is it?) Thenafter recess, go for DNT, do corrections and do journal..After that, go for physics lesson..Fail my test..First time, fail my test and I was feeling down tat time. Then got A.maths last! do lots of work,,stress lah!

Then after school, stay back at library to do work...Then call my adik angkat and talk2..then I was still feeling down. Almost every day I always have no mood. Why? I myself also dun noe ?
Gotta go!