Exams Are Here! Won't Be Updating Much Though.

Well , exams has already started...my modem in my room spoilt..so I cannot use my computer in my room anymore..damn..then must wait don't know for how long..in the meantime, can use my dad's labtop...and so stress right now..must study like mad!! I want to pass all my subjects especially Science and 'A' Maths And 'E' Maths....Then got some problems with my adik angkat...haizz..And I won't be updating much though..And my friendster..won't be updating much though because of EXAMS!! Must work hard to pass!!

Gotta go now..mus study now..
Take care now!!

And to my friends out there, good luck for your exams and study hard!!

Having Problems In My Head That It Makes Me Hurts Alot!!

Today is like the worst day I had. My head seriously hurts alot. Especially today. Skip school parts. I have a lot of problems in my head..worrying about my adik who got brain tumour, ff wif her prblms, adk huda who got problems...AAARRGGHH!! and tonight, adk farah thinks I say her stupid when actually my freaking, pathetic brother says that using my account...just want to whack him like sieow! Some more scold vulgar language.....I feel I should take all the blame for that, for almost everything.... Just let me bare the pain!

I Think I Can Be Her Friend Only And Nothing Else...And I Think I Am Falling In Love Again

I think I can only be her friend because I waited for her answer for too long and I think it's time to move on...But I do feel hard just to move on after asking her...I just don't know..And I think I'm going to fall in love any time soon and the same time have to study seriously cuz 'o level exams coming already', less than a few months away...I think I am in love already...

Too bad you can't know who is it..It's personal , ok people? Personal! I think she doesn't even realise it herself..If only she knew..then maybe..well maybe we may be a couple soon enough..just have to wait..When it comes to love, we have to take things slow.

Bad News In My Life!!

A few days ago, I received the shocking news in my life!!! One of friend of mine got a brain tumour...I am shocked til my entire body felt so numb and barely moved....Almost half-dead...After hearing, I had sleepless night, just thinking what would happen to my adik...I am damn scared and worried for my friend ....and her operation is in overseas..( Insyakallah operasi dia will be a success...Chinese people not need to know these..sorry!)...And one of my close friend, also knew about this. She cried after I told her the news..And soon I too cried ....I also decided to see her before she goes for her operation...What I and another friend of mine can do now is to 'berdoa'(hope and pray) for her operation to be a success....

To my friend:Me and my another close friend will berdoa that your operation will be a sucess...Insyakallah it will be!

I Am Gonna Talk To Her Tomorrow! What Am I Gonna Tell Her?

I don't know what to say to her...I'm gonna be speechless tomorrow....AAHH!! Today was a sad day for me..I guess. Don't ask me why I am sad today..I have been stressful lately and I 'pop' the question..not married ok but ask this girl to be my gf...I am still waiting..Almost a week I have asked her..I have been thinking what she is gonna say..Just thinking just make me worried...What if she says no? Then how can I move on when I'm in love with her? Now my life is so meaningless..I really don't know what to do..

Just feeling so helpless....if only someone if it is the right person that can help me in solving my problems

Yesterday Watch HSM 3 DVD...So Nice To Watch!!

I am a huge fan of HSM from the first to the third..love all their songs and the story...Got some songs that are so romantic..can dream of myself as Troy and my future gf as Grabiella...singing together..Wah!! Can imagine that in my head right now!! Later I am going out with my frenz...I want to get all the songs from HSM 3..it is a MUST for me!!

To My Bro, Rusydi...eh cheer up bro!! What's the matter of you? See you later!!

Gotta go now!!

I am so missing all of my adiks angkat and love them so much and do miss my Valentine!!

I Am Always Not In A Mood...What's the Matter With Me?

Haizz...almost everyday got not mood even though got to see my freinds and mu adiks angkat....Lost an important file.( die!! very important file lost....) ...I feel like each day passed by, I can't be happy for just once in my life..WHY? Can anyone tell me what's worng with me? Sometimes I can't even tell whether it's me...can't really tell.

That 's for it..not really in a mood