I don't know what to do now....Whether still want to ask or not to ask. After my prayers, went back to school. Go to physics lab for a while...actually got no infoucs but just go back only cuz at home will be damn boring..See my teacher and my friends, then do abit of work except for me cuz left 15 mins...then went down to canteen and saw my friends...And helped the auntie who sellin drinks..that auntie know me very well so helped her..Then Shamir came and talked to him. We talked about an hour or so. I also told him about my past and what I suppose to do now cuz I also told that I want to ask for BGR with this girl, and he gave me some advises that really useful( Thanx, Shamir!)...Then went home abt 4 plus..When reached, I tried some of Shamir advices.
I think it is working somehow! Thanks,Shamir!