Sunday, February 8, 2009

I Had A Great Time When Suddenly I Lost A Friend, I Lost My Mum's Trust.....What Will I Lost Now?

I had a great time yesterday. I went out with my freinds, Irwan ,Farhan and Danial. We were supposed to meet at the Tampines MRT AT 1...they came late..damn you...wait for so long like around an hour! When they came, we go to TM, not tampines mall..hehe...We walk2 around..go Mini Toons , the shop nxt to it..urban concepts...i and irwan finding our gift for our valentine...i gotta find something for my valentine..has to be cute( like me ..hehehe!!) . After that , we go Century Squrare and go makan2 frist..we all hungry til our stomach growling...GGGRRR!!! Me and irwan eat prawn noodle....then danial eat spaghetti( ekh tk kenayng(full) ekh?) After that, we went to Lovely Land....WOW got a lot of things to buy man! We took about 45 mins (max) in there. For me..i bought a present and a card too....sorie I cannot tell what it is...Only my valentine would only knows..if u know who is my valentine ......Then we decided to go where next..White Sands, Causeway Point( no way too far!), Parkway Parade...Set!..We go there take bus 31 and we walked there. Then I go and take money from POSB bank..( damn must bring money nxt time). Then we go eat abit at Long John Silver...There we saw one of our friends, Namirah. She was like cleaning ...kesian nyer....i pity her ...After eating, irwan help by helping with Namirah by throwing our rubbish..what a helpful friend I and Namirah and Farhan and Danial have...Then we go walk2 around..danial and irwan talk so private....( Korang ckp aper ahh..discuss dgn kiter ahh)...Then we thought of going Danial's house and we took bus 31 again and go back to tamp interchange. Once I reached there, I went to toilet at Mac. Then Farhan call and say everybody went home..(damn lah u all!). Then the worst thing happened., I lost a good friend, a very close friend. She is my special freind Now, I can't longer contact her anymore and I don't know why. I think it's her friends and her mum. To them, I am like distarcting and irritating her. which may affect her studies. To me, I did not do anything wrong to her. I only invite her to go eaat with me and she say no. I understand that but her friends don't understand me at all. After 3 months of knowing her, it is like our friendship has now longer. It's like a part of me has disappeared just like that. I never did anyhting wrong and now she won't longer be my friend anymore. I feel like crying .........after 3 months, is that long? Knowing her after these months, I thought we are good friends but now ,we are now like starngers to each other. After that, it is like I never knew her at all! I thought I had some feelings for her......Just forget it lah

Then after that, I lost my mum's trust. I didn't tell the truth...and lied to her. I said that one for my fren and she can detect whether people is lying. Damn...after that, my parents tech me and we went to E!hub and go bowl but not me. I go to arcade and play a lot of games...Then my parents and my sibilings at the bowling area. Then my dud want to talk to me like why i lie, and ask who was it for...after talking, then he decide to talk to my mum....And my mum understood. Then I was okay...Now what? I do know what to do..

Gotta go.
See ya!