Today, another friend left my heart. I knew a few days or weeks.....Why? I don't understand why. (Sigh...)what's wrong with me? Why does it happen to me? Why!!!From yesterday ti'l now, I can't forget what happened. My close friend is a girl and I call her Farhanah..tat's her name. Now she tell me not to disturb or call or sms her anymore.....In my opinion, I think she doesn't want me to be her friend anymore. As today, school was boring...Like got no mood to study lah!....When going to the mosque, I talked to her friends and had a very long talk. And I hate one of her friends...sorry can't remember the name...but seriously., she( referring to one of her friends) really maes my heart boil like crazy...Then, I talked to the other friend( i knew two of her friends) and she was more friendly..(Aisyah, you are so friendly and a bit funny....)..Then, my prayers started so gotta go hung up..And after that, gotta go back school coz got infocus/extra class( chem and phyics). Then in chem infocuz, Farhanah sms tell me.....( the whole thing is on the 3rd line )...I was really upset deep inside my heart..I knew she didn't like me but I do.
Now, I serioulsy don't know what to do from now on. What do I do now? Should I just move on and go for my valentine...but it's hard to forget her( refering to Farhanah).....AAAAARRRGGGHHHH!!!!!! Then at night, I talk to Aisyah on my problem thru sms and I was at my religious class.....She also said that her friends not going to Junction 8....cuz 2morow is aisyah b'dae....then her frens cannot go....Aisyah said I should go for my valentine......I just don't know lah!
Is it so hard to make a decision when given two choices? Why? Why is it so freakin hard to make a decision?
(Sighing...) ..Don' know what to do.
Can't write anymore
