It's been a long time since I call her my dear. It was a month since I met her and right now, she has a boyfriend and as for me, I am just a friend that was left behind. I still cared for her though she has a bf and hoped she will study hard so she will go to a polytechnic/ JC so as to get a course that she liked. As for me, I have to study extremely hard as I have 8 more months to go to my O level exams but there is something distracting me.Maybe is my feeling for her because what can I think is only her and that's all. I just don't know why I can't stop thinking about her . Is it wrong to do this or is it just love? I cannot control this feeling and I wondered how am I supposed to control this feeling. Valentine's Day is coming and I can't wait for that day and she too can't wait. Sometimes, everyday I feel like our friendship between me and her are drifting away like the stormy sea, blowing a ship. On the 13th Feb, I will recommend giving a lot of love songs to the radio and celebrate that day. She will be going out with her new boyfriend on the actual day and will have a romantic day together while as for me, I will stay at home. Now, I am kind of jealous that she has a boyfriend and I, myself donn't even know why.
In my school, it's windy and when it blew my face, it reminds of my memories of her like meeting her. talking to her on my handphopne and lots of more. It was like the first time we taled and it is as if it was yesterday. I missed her so much that I wanna hug her a lot and wished not to let go. I don't know what to say right now and at the same time very emotional. I will one day wished upon a star that she will be mine and always be mine in my true heart one day.
