My Saddest Day of My Life

Yesterday was the worst day of my entire life.Yesterday night, I and my dear were chatting online through MSN Messenger for an hour or so. We began chatting about school, our life and lots of many other stuffs. Then after that, we talk to each other through poetry which was interesting.We started saying romance poems, slowly starting to change poems from romance to sad and emotional poems that I, myself started to cry. Two poems that I knew that she wrote to mebut I can only tell you one only. One was,' When you see the full moon, that's when you know how much I love you but as moonlight fades, my love for you disappears, I' sorry'. By this poem, I was crying a lot of tears until I cried no more.That was the saddest poem I had in my whole life!.Yet I replied her back but I won't tell you viewers what I said to her as it is personal between us both. Before we signed off, I tel to have agood night sleep and sweet dreams. Lastly saying to her: 'Good night my love of my life' and she replied back: 'Good night my love and friend'. That to me was the most beautiful and nicest phrase that anyone told me.Before I shut down my computer and press the Enter button, I tell myself that I will not forget what I chat with her.

After shutting down my computer, I went outside of my home and saw a star. I wised on that star, I wihsed I will see her again during Valentine's Day and in future. If I were to make another wish, it would be to make her to be my GF one day. Before I sleep, I pray my last prayer( Those Muslim who knows it is Isyak) and wished( doa) that I see her again in my dreams. Even before I sleep, I still kpet crying as I remebered the chat. After a a few minutes, I stopped and went to sleep.Today, I went to school with no mood to talk. During recess, after eating, Iwent to a secret place and asked how to solve my problem. I cared about my dear and my exams as well. In addition I have no freedom unless frinds invite to go out.I hope I will find a solution but yesterday was the Saddest day of my whole life and I would like to share,As for my dear, Ican't mention her name as it is a promise to be kept between me and her.