Lost...

Well...i am sick being stuck at home..Last friday went to check out the new school..look kinda big..but we can't go in because of the guards..then got people make trouble at the new school..then weekends are boring as usual..then today i don't know why i feel so weird..feel confused, angry, puzzled,boring( as usual),...even feel that i don't know who i am anymore..i wish i can have all the answers to all my questions..then today thought of going to see my new school but my mum says cannot go coz she going out then my lil sister coming home frm school...then my friend scold me for not going with him to the school..damn fed-up...people like stop contacting me...i really don't knw what to do...so alone..so lost.