Thursday: Give My Present To Her, Fri: Got To Watch Transformers 2: Revenge OF the Fallen..The Weekends Are Damn Boring!! School Starts Tomorrow!

Thursday, I went to give my present to my adik angkat and she loved it..Yeah!! She loved it..Yeah!! And she ate the chocolates I bought for her to herself...Then Friiday was awesome..My brothers and I got to watch Transformers 2: Revenge Of The Fallen...the show was awesome that I want to watch it AGAIN!!. And the actors and actress was awsesome..especially Megan Fox. She was damn hot in the movie!! And the Autobots were cool! Saturday was quite boring...Nothing much...Sunday(today)..well let's see what will happen today!

And school starts tomorrow..I WANT A LONGER HOLIDAY!!

Saturday: Celebrate Dad's Birthday, Sunday-Tuesday: Went To KL

Well..it's gonna be a long post..Saturday went out with my family and of course with my dad because that day was my dad's birthday..In the morning, had to go to school for my 'freaking' subject, DNT and around 12 plus, my parents fetched me and go makan at a stall...After we makan chicken rice and then we go eat ice-cream at Swensens at Parkway Parade..I eat sticky chewy chocolate ice-cream and my parents and sibilings ate ice-cream too..Then for a drive and had an accident...Sent the van to the workshop and get repair. Then got another car to send us home...Then at around 7 plus go bbq at East Coast with my mum's family. BBQ alot of food like potatoes, hot dog, chicken and some other food. Then my aunite bought a cake for my dad..then we also eat the cake and went home early because we need to pack for our leave to KL...Here are some pics:

Sunday: Wake up at 6 plus..pack up everything an went to Beach Road and wait for my dad's friend and his family..About 10 mins or so, they arrived and we bought the tickets for the bus..Once we boarded the bus, we quickly got to our seats and sat down..Then some of us slept on the way to KL..The bus stopped at a place..for the passengers to go to the toilet or to eat for a while because it was still a long way to KL..1/2 hour later, board on the bus and continued our way to KL..It took almost more than 4 hours to go there...We reached KL around 2 or 3 plus..Then we found our hotel and checked in our rooms..I had to share room with my sibilings..Unpacked our stuff and went down to see around..Then go makan at a shop..order foood..the fish curry damn spicy!!! Til can make my eyes watery...Like a fork poked your eyes..Then go jalan-jalan Malaysia's Chinatown..then go shopping..there..wah..got to tell you guys..Over there have to bargain alot!!! Then bargain here bargain there...Bought a cap, some shirts..Spent the whole day shopping. About 7 plus went back to hotel and bathed..In the bathroom, got bathtub so I enjoy myself in the bathtub..Then 8 plus went shopping again...!0 plus went back and sleep! Monday was my best day ever!! Wake up early and went down to eat..Around 9 plus went to Genting..Got to take bus and cable car..Reached Genting ard 1 hour plus..There..we find the theme park..The theme park damn shiok! Got cool rides!! I like the roller coaster and the Space shot..that ride is damn freaking SCARY!!! can die with that ride!! I enjoy other rides too like the Go-kart and others too..I enjoy the games too and also kacau Syafiqah( the youngest child in my dad's friend family)..hehe!! Then went back to hotel for a while and later went shopping. I also got took some pics at KL too. Tuesday was quite boring..nothing much..Had to pack up our clothes and wait til 3pm..While waiting the time to past by, we went shopping again at a mall...BUy some stuffs and clothes...At 3, boarded the bus and were on the way home....That's about it..Here are some pics..

My younger brother is the green shirt and with Abang Zurais.


That's Syafiqah with my cap and my younger sister's teddy bear.

Me and Abang Zurais

Me and Syafiqah..Well she look pretty and cute..hehe!! (=

Why Am I Feeling So Sad Since 2 Weeks Past??

I don't know why I am feeling so sad since 2 weeks ago..Ever since she ended our friendship...that I guessed started everything...If only somebody give me a slap..Why do things have to happen badly...Well today, went to school for DNT..good as my teacher didn't come today..Eat my breakfast-luch at the canteen..The malay shop opens..and the pakcik gave me some fried rice..and his daughter was also there( She came yesterday too) with her brother, who just came out of NS( 1 day leave),...then til 4 plus..pack up and stay at canteen..Feelin so sad and tired..Now just came back and posting this....That's it..

Can't help myself being sad always..

Had A Great Time Yesterday!!

Well, I had a great time yesterday..My family and my cousin went swimming at Anchorvale CC there..the swimming place was quite big..Went to find a place to settle down and get changed. Then went swimming..What I like most is the slides, The Multi-Slides abd the TwistSlides...Very 'shiok' when you ride it..I think you should ride it too..It was awesome..Over there too, I saw some people I think I can recognise but I can't seem to know their name..Got two poeple I know..One of them I think was my friend's friend, I think her name was Jasmine...Not really sure though..About more than 90 mins, bathed and everything...Went to eat at MacDonalds..EatBig Mac and my sibilings and cousin and parents ate too. Then, sent my cousin back home. Then, we went back home.

There's more but that's it for now.

Maybe I Should Just Move On?

Now, I guess I have to move on..For the past few days, I have been so sad. Lots of things happened during that time. A part of me is happy that my adik angkat just came back from her NPCC camp. The rest is just filled with only sadness and 'soberness'. One of them is in my friendster. The rest is..I just don't want to tell..It just makes it worse...Some of my friends tried to cheer me up..thanks guys and girls. Well, I just don't know what to do from now on.

Today, I Guess It Was Okay..

Long day ain school...to keep short, whole day was Maths period for four hours..Can't barely stand the periods in the classroom. Then finish class, I went to Tampines and prayed at the mosque with my friends..After that, I went to Tampines 1 and wait for my adik angkat a.k.a ff best friend and ff..I was so nervous cuz this is the first time I meet them in person. Bought them a roses, one for ff and one for her friend..Went out with them..Go out with them..had fun though..3 plus go back to school. Do dnt stuff..and at 5, I went home..

Well that's it..End of post..
Take care!

Wish I want to go out with ff and huda again!
And I want to go out with Fanah Naughty too!
Waiting for 29 June..Thosw who knows this date keep quiet!! Ok?..Hehe

Well, I Guess It's Back To Being Friends Then?

Hello people, how have you ,guys and girls, been ? Well, I gave the present already to her and I hope she likes it..On last Tuesday, I went back with my friend which is a girl that I crushes.Well, today was a bit sad day. Morning to evening was in school the whole day..so tiring. Saw some of my friends...Then came back...on the labtop and used for a while chat with my friends and adk angkat..Miss my adik angkat...and someone broke my heart...I guess it's happening again..Why does this happen to me? Now, feeling so heart-broken..and stress with my freaking DNT thing. I forgot to do something...

Gotta go now!

I Don't Know Whether I Should Let Her Go Or Not...

Firstly, I would like to wish a Happy Birthday to a friend of mine..Happy 14th Birthday, Lisa!! May your wishes come true on this day. Now, on the main post...I just don't know lah. I have feelings ever since I saw her( not m valentine) but now, I have been thinking alot of what to do now and can't find out the answer because she likes another guy..but she doesn't know..I am planning to tell her but I don't know whether to tell or not to tell. I sometimes cried and scream just because of this. I also read her blog and now I feel so lost and confused.

If only she understands me and know how I feel for her. Even words can't seem to describe my feelings for her. I miss her every day, every hour, every minute and second of my entire life...Haizz..I jsut don't know.

Huda or my other adik angkat, if you are reading this please help me cuz I am feeling so miserbale and I have alot of things in my head.

Take care now!
( Feeling miserbalely.....)

It"s Been A Long Time Since I Last Post

Hey people..long time since I update...so my mid year exams was okay I guess. Need to improve on subjects..DNT, Cobined Humanities And English. I want to improve a lot when it comes to my O level exams...Well nothing much though..Valentine b'dae is tomorrow and must buy present by tomorrow..And Ii have kakak angkat..Wohoo!

That's about it...

So Lonely And Exams Are Finishing Soon!

During exams, I feel lonley..go home also lonely..haizz..whatabout my friends? They are too busy with their own things, even all my close friends that includes all my adik angkats and one of my closest of all closest friend...Feel like everybody has just forgotten about me, I guess..Living in darkness around at this moment...Exams are finishing around next week and getting my class t-shirt soon..Not in a good mood..plain mood right now...Study my history around 3 plus to around 6...and 'A' maths later.

Now just feel like giving up and stress out. Just making me sick and feel like killing myself...Too bad still too young to die..SOMEBODY JUST CHEER ME UP FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!!! Anybody?

A Wedding To Remember...

First thing, congrats to my cousin, Abang Fadzli and to his new wife, Farah(for short). Today went to my cousin wedding...Went to the bride's place at Choa Chu Kang and marriage stuffs with the groom..Then the groom put the wedding ring to his bride and vice-versa. Eat there...there is mee and cocktail..By the way, the bride look like one of my adik angkat and the name is also the same. There is also this girl who looks like my friend..her face was so pretty and so clean that I every time wanted to look at her...But ai don't know her age so cannot confirm yet. Then went to the groom's place after that. Then saw all my other cousins were there and my dad's brother and family was there..Spent the whole day there. I was also the guy who lead the couple( bride and the groom) to the wedding place and also carry the 'pokok nanas' or something like that..Some of my friends, mum and dad's friends also came. Helped out too and read my book! Dinah, a friend of mine, also came but she can't recognise me..cuz so long she never saw me. The wedding place is quite nice and royal-like..



So tired now..Gotta rest!!

Well, I Guess You Can Say I Am Having A Crush...

I am having crush with this girl. But not my valentine okay!! There's many things about this girl that I am crushing on..She is friendly, smart, pretty and many other good quality..She doesn't even know I am crushing on her...she will know it when the time comes to tell her. Some of myt friends knows. I think my adik adk angkats don't even know her..HAHA!! I guess better not to tell them just yet...Not now. maybe later. Well I have to study now. I want to pass my exams so bad !!! Must pass all!!

Take care now! Going To Be Busy Studying!!

I DIdn't Force Her To Be My Adik Angkat...Now I Feel I Am In Big Trouble And Guilty

Yesterday was really a bad day...Started the day well. After prayers, went back home. Then rest of a while and watch TV and chat for a while..Then chat with ff and one of my adik angkat, Farah, her boyfriend add me in my MSN messenger and tell me that Farah is irritated by me and ask me to stop smsing and chatting with her. He also says I forced her to be my adik angkat..Like what the hell!!!! I never force her to be my adik angkat in the first place..Even his gang almost want to find me..and my younger brother also disturbs her...( Zas, kau and gang nk cari aku...tk payar.Aku bilang discipline master cuz die police and kau and gang nk kena tangkap korang punye pasal..ok..atau kita nk talk through this out??? Macam mana?)

Now, I feel so guilty even I didn't do anything wrong..I just don't know what to do now. Just need some help from somebody please...anyone?? And went to my dad's friend daughter birthday. I need someone's help...Please.

Exams Are Here! Won't Be Updating Much Though.

Well , exams has already started...my modem in my room spoilt..so I cannot use my computer in my room anymore..damn..then must wait don't know for how long..in the meantime, can use my dad's labtop...and so stress right now..must study like mad!! I want to pass all my subjects especially Science and 'A' Maths And 'E' Maths....Then got some problems with my adik angkat...haizz..And I won't be updating much though..And my friendster..won't be updating much though because of EXAMS!! Must work hard to pass!!

Gotta go now..mus study now..
Take care now!!

And to my friends out there, good luck for your exams and study hard!!

Having Problems In My Head That It Makes Me Hurts Alot!!

Today is like the worst day I had. My head seriously hurts alot. Especially today. Skip school parts. I have a lot of problems in my head..worrying about my adik who got brain tumour, ff wif her prblms, adk huda who got problems...AAARRGGHH!! and tonight, adk farah thinks I say her stupid when actually my freaking, pathetic brother says that using my account...just want to whack him like sieow! Some more scold vulgar language.....I feel I should take all the blame for that, for almost everything.... Just let me bare the pain!