It"s Been A Long Time Since I Last Post

Hey people..long time since I update...so my mid year exams was okay I guess. Need to improve on subjects..DNT, Cobined Humanities And English. I want to improve a lot when it comes to my O level exams...Well nothing much though..Valentine b'dae is tomorrow and must buy present by tomorrow..And Ii have kakak angkat..Wohoo!

That's about it...

So Lonely And Exams Are Finishing Soon!

During exams, I feel lonley..go home also lonely..haizz..whatabout my friends? They are too busy with their own things, even all my close friends that includes all my adik angkats and one of my closest of all closest friend...Feel like everybody has just forgotten about me, I guess..Living in darkness around at this moment...Exams are finishing around next week and getting my class t-shirt soon..Not in a good mood..plain mood right now...Study my history around 3 plus to around 6...and 'A' maths later.

Now just feel like giving up and stress out. Just making me sick and feel like killing myself...Too bad still too young to die..SOMEBODY JUST CHEER ME UP FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!!! Anybody?

A Wedding To Remember...

First thing, congrats to my cousin, Abang Fadzli and to his new wife, Farah(for short). Today went to my cousin wedding...Went to the bride's place at Choa Chu Kang and marriage stuffs with the groom..Then the groom put the wedding ring to his bride and vice-versa. Eat there...there is mee and cocktail..By the way, the bride look like one of my adik angkat and the name is also the same. There is also this girl who looks like my friend..her face was so pretty and so clean that I every time wanted to look at her...But ai don't know her age so cannot confirm yet. Then went to the groom's place after that. Then saw all my other cousins were there and my dad's brother and family was there..Spent the whole day there. I was also the guy who lead the couple( bride and the groom) to the wedding place and also carry the 'pokok nanas' or something like that..Some of my friends, mum and dad's friends also came. Helped out too and read my book! Dinah, a friend of mine, also came but she can't recognise me..cuz so long she never saw me. The wedding place is quite nice and royal-like..



So tired now..Gotta rest!!

Well, I Guess You Can Say I Am Having A Crush...

I am having crush with this girl. But not my valentine okay!! There's many things about this girl that I am crushing on..She is friendly, smart, pretty and many other good quality..She doesn't even know I am crushing on her...she will know it when the time comes to tell her. Some of myt friends knows. I think my adik adk angkats don't even know her..HAHA!! I guess better not to tell them just yet...Not now. maybe later. Well I have to study now. I want to pass my exams so bad !!! Must pass all!!

Take care now! Going To Be Busy Studying!!

I DIdn't Force Her To Be My Adik Angkat...Now I Feel I Am In Big Trouble And Guilty

Yesterday was really a bad day...Started the day well. After prayers, went back home. Then rest of a while and watch TV and chat for a while..Then chat with ff and one of my adik angkat, Farah, her boyfriend add me in my MSN messenger and tell me that Farah is irritated by me and ask me to stop smsing and chatting with her. He also says I forced her to be my adik angkat..Like what the hell!!!! I never force her to be my adik angkat in the first place..Even his gang almost want to find me..and my younger brother also disturbs her...( Zas, kau and gang nk cari aku...tk payar.Aku bilang discipline master cuz die police and kau and gang nk kena tangkap korang punye pasal..ok..atau kita nk talk through this out??? Macam mana?)

Now, I feel so guilty even I didn't do anything wrong..I just don't know what to do now. Just need some help from somebody please...anyone?? And went to my dad's friend daughter birthday. I need someone's help...Please.

Exams Are Here! Won't Be Updating Much Though.

Well , exams has already started...my modem in my room spoilt..so I cannot use my computer in my room anymore..damn..then must wait don't know for how long..in the meantime, can use my dad's labtop...and so stress right now..must study like mad!! I want to pass all my subjects especially Science and 'A' Maths And 'E' Maths....Then got some problems with my adik angkat...haizz..And I won't be updating much though..And my friendster..won't be updating much though because of EXAMS!! Must work hard to pass!!

Gotta go now..mus study now..
Take care now!!

And to my friends out there, good luck for your exams and study hard!!

Having Problems In My Head That It Makes Me Hurts Alot!!

Today is like the worst day I had. My head seriously hurts alot. Especially today. Skip school parts. I have a lot of problems in my head..worrying about my adik who got brain tumour, ff wif her prblms, adk huda who got problems...AAARRGGHH!! and tonight, adk farah thinks I say her stupid when actually my freaking, pathetic brother says that using my account...just want to whack him like sieow! Some more scold vulgar language.....I feel I should take all the blame for that, for almost everything.... Just let me bare the pain!

I Think I Can Be Her Friend Only And Nothing Else...And I Think I Am Falling In Love Again

I think I can only be her friend because I waited for her answer for too long and I think it's time to move on...But I do feel hard just to move on after asking her...I just don't know..And I think I'm going to fall in love any time soon and the same time have to study seriously cuz 'o level exams coming already', less than a few months away...I think I am in love already...

Too bad you can't know who is it..It's personal , ok people? Personal! I think she doesn't even realise it herself..If only she knew..then maybe..well maybe we may be a couple soon enough..just have to wait..When it comes to love, we have to take things slow.

Bad News In My Life!!

A few days ago, I received the shocking news in my life!!! One of friend of mine got a brain tumour...I am shocked til my entire body felt so numb and barely moved....Almost half-dead...After hearing, I had sleepless night, just thinking what would happen to my adik...I am damn scared and worried for my friend ....and her operation is in overseas..( Insyakallah operasi dia will be a success...Chinese people not need to know these..sorry!)...And one of my close friend, also knew about this. She cried after I told her the news..And soon I too cried ....I also decided to see her before she goes for her operation...What I and another friend of mine can do now is to 'berdoa'(hope and pray) for her operation to be a success....

To my friend:Me and my another close friend will berdoa that your operation will be a sucess...Insyakallah it will be!

I Am Gonna Talk To Her Tomorrow! What Am I Gonna Tell Her?

I don't know what to say to her...I'm gonna be speechless tomorrow....AAHH!! Today was a sad day for me..I guess. Don't ask me why I am sad today..I have been stressful lately and I 'pop' the question..not married ok but ask this girl to be my gf...I am still waiting..Almost a week I have asked her..I have been thinking what she is gonna say..Just thinking just make me worried...What if she says no? Then how can I move on when I'm in love with her? Now my life is so meaningless..I really don't know what to do..

Just feeling so helpless....if only someone if it is the right person that can help me in solving my problems

Yesterday Watch HSM 3 DVD...So Nice To Watch!!

I am a huge fan of HSM from the first to the third..love all their songs and the story...Got some songs that are so romantic..can dream of myself as Troy and my future gf as Grabiella...singing together..Wah!! Can imagine that in my head right now!! Later I am going out with my frenz...I want to get all the songs from HSM 3..it is a MUST for me!!

To My Bro, Rusydi...eh cheer up bro!! What's the matter of you? See you later!!

Gotta go now!!

I am so missing all of my adiks angkat and love them so much and do miss my Valentine!!

I Am Always Not In A Mood...What's the Matter With Me?

Haizz...almost everyday got not mood even though got to see my freinds and mu adiks angkat....Lost an important file.( die!! very important file lost....) ...I feel like each day passed by, I can't be happy for just once in my life..WHY? Can anyone tell me what's worng with me? Sometimes I can't even tell whether it's me...can't really tell.

That 's for it..not really in a mood

School: Sports Day Was A Quite A Boring Day....

Sports Day was quite boring...but get to see my friends and some of my adiks angkat. One of my adik lari for some events..can't remember what events..Damn! But a lot of events she participated...Then talk to my lower sec freinds..they are better than talking to my upper sec...Amirah and her gang was so close to my class...so malu nk talk to her...and one of her friends, lower sec belanja her and her friends...( Amirah, next time ask me to belanja...free of charge...wait..why am I telling you, guys? Who the heck cares!)..So good ..ok keep it short..I ajak my adik to go makan with me and answered don't know...haizz..Then saw Danial( ITE), Haziq, Nazyrul, Namirah and Abbas...talk to them...'blah.......'blah'. Then..skip prize presentation...sec 1 stay back cuz must clean-up..muahahaha!!!!!!.....but I cannot like that..my adik also in sec 1..Then when sports day finish, everybody went out...Wait for the bus no 9..so long must wait..Then went to Mac near my house and buy food of course..Then talk to my adk ff...hehe..I made her laugh...hehe...then chat for a while and now doing this post..Sms my other adik angkat....

I now always have no mood...Ask me and I answer I don't know why.....simple as that. Now must do homework... And put some comments on my friends friendster.....Now, I can't think anything else..Ah! I brought my shades to Sports Day..hehe..look cool mah!

That's about it!

If I Can Get My Hands on Him, He Would Already Be......

2 days back, I chat with my adik angkat...she told me that she fainted twice..I think...cuz all she thought about was her boyfriend but then she told me she broke up already....She fainted cuz she didn't get enough sleep and didn't eat for 2 days...I was damn shocked til I was almost half dead.....and at the same time, so pissed off with her current ex..( Shafiq( farhanh ex 's bfnow)...if you are reading this, I am on the look out for you!! Be prepared..cuz if I see eu, I make sure I break every bone..and I will never let you get away with this..You hear me!!!) After that day, my hands have been crunching into my fists, just waiting for that day to come.....Then at home, chat with my adk huda and ff and saw them on their webcam...so long never chat with them....(ff masih cute..hehe.it's true!..adk huda..whatever I say to you..diam-diam jer..)Great time chatting with them...

Well yesterady, went to Burger King for breakfast..Then went to E!hub..go play arcade...Saw Nazhurah( budak sec 4) and went to watch a movie 'The Unborn'..damn scary the movie is...I think to some, confirm cannot sleep after watching the movie...then went home for a while...then can' t remember the rest...Damn! That's about it..Can't think a lot today..I just want to cry a lot today...(crying...)

Happy Belated Birthday, Zalifa!!!

School Was Best..I Supposed...

Today came late for my early bird..( Next time, wake up early ok, Faizal?..hehe..crazy right scolding myself) and I also brought my present for my adik angkat cuz give her early..her birthday is birthday is on Saturday because tommorow and Friday she might be busy so give her earlier..School start off boring....got to give form teacher ez-link cuz want to make to transit card..something like that....DNT 4 periods..can sleep..wirte alot....got dismiss early cuz I am involved for the assembly..then assembly time go and get my badge and also recite the student leader creed....Then recess didn't eat much..went to buy a bun and HTWO-O..went to eat with Amirus and Reflix...Then saw syafiqah( sec 2) and salam my friends and myelf too!..And then sms my adik angkat to meet me after school in front of the training room..Then went back to class..skip the whole period of school...after school, return the attendance and behavior bk and brought down my present...and go training room..met with Amirus..waited for my adik..then Hidayah came with my adk Amira( sec 2) talk with them..then my adk came and I surpised her with the present that I bought ( Amirus help me too! Thanx Amrius!).She was shocked...hehe( tk payar shock...happy advance b'dae..hope u like the present alot!!) Then walk around and go for infocus...After infocus, meet Iqah( Amirus mataer) and she asked to help her find Amirus...then go find for him...wait for so long then he came..bring to his mataer...and let him layan his own girl...and I saw my adik angkt friends...talk to them for a while..Ard 4 or 5 plus went back wit Amirus but he went the other way....

That's about it!