Today, I Guess It Was Okay..

Long day ain school...to keep short, whole day was Maths period for four hours..Can't barely stand the periods in the classroom. Then finish class, I went to Tampines and prayed at the mosque with my friends..After that, I went to Tampines 1 and wait for my adik angkat a.k.a ff best friend and ff..I was so nervous cuz this is the first time I meet them in person. Bought them a roses, one for ff and one for her friend..Went out with them..Go out with them..had fun though..3 plus go back to school. Do dnt stuff..and at 5, I went home..

Well that's it..End of post..
Take care!

Wish I want to go out with ff and huda again!
And I want to go out with Fanah Naughty too!
Waiting for 29 June..Thosw who knows this date keep quiet!! Ok?..Hehe

Well, I Guess It's Back To Being Friends Then?

Hello people, how have you ,guys and girls, been ? Well, I gave the present already to her and I hope she likes it..On last Tuesday, I went back with my friend which is a girl that I crushes.Well, today was a bit sad day. Morning to evening was in school the whole day..so tiring. Saw some of my friends...Then came back...on the labtop and used for a while chat with my friends and adk angkat..Miss my adik angkat...and someone broke my heart...I guess it's happening again..Why does this happen to me? Now, feeling so heart-broken..and stress with my freaking DNT thing. I forgot to do something...

Gotta go now!

I Don't Know Whether I Should Let Her Go Or Not...

Firstly, I would like to wish a Happy Birthday to a friend of mine..Happy 14th Birthday, Lisa!! May your wishes come true on this day. Now, on the main post...I just don't know lah. I have feelings ever since I saw her( not m valentine) but now, I have been thinking alot of what to do now and can't find out the answer because she likes another guy..but she doesn't know..I am planning to tell her but I don't know whether to tell or not to tell. I sometimes cried and scream just because of this. I also read her blog and now I feel so lost and confused.

If only she understands me and know how I feel for her. Even words can't seem to describe my feelings for her. I miss her every day, every hour, every minute and second of my entire life...Haizz..I jsut don't know.

Huda or my other adik angkat, if you are reading this please help me cuz I am feeling so miserbale and I have alot of things in my head.

Take care now!
( Feeling miserbalely.....)

It"s Been A Long Time Since I Last Post

Hey people..long time since I update...so my mid year exams was okay I guess. Need to improve on subjects..DNT, Cobined Humanities And English. I want to improve a lot when it comes to my O level exams...Well nothing much though..Valentine b'dae is tomorrow and must buy present by tomorrow..And Ii have kakak angkat..Wohoo!

That's about it...

So Lonely And Exams Are Finishing Soon!

During exams, I feel lonley..go home also lonely..haizz..whatabout my friends? They are too busy with their own things, even all my close friends that includes all my adik angkats and one of my closest of all closest friend...Feel like everybody has just forgotten about me, I guess..Living in darkness around at this moment...Exams are finishing around next week and getting my class t-shirt soon..Not in a good mood..plain mood right now...Study my history around 3 plus to around 6...and 'A' maths later.

Now just feel like giving up and stress out. Just making me sick and feel like killing myself...Too bad still too young to die..SOMEBODY JUST CHEER ME UP FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!!! Anybody?

A Wedding To Remember...

First thing, congrats to my cousin, Abang Fadzli and to his new wife, Farah(for short). Today went to my cousin wedding...Went to the bride's place at Choa Chu Kang and marriage stuffs with the groom..Then the groom put the wedding ring to his bride and vice-versa. Eat there...there is mee and cocktail..By the way, the bride look like one of my adik angkat and the name is also the same. There is also this girl who looks like my friend..her face was so pretty and so clean that I every time wanted to look at her...But ai don't know her age so cannot confirm yet. Then went to the groom's place after that. Then saw all my other cousins were there and my dad's brother and family was there..Spent the whole day there. I was also the guy who lead the couple( bride and the groom) to the wedding place and also carry the 'pokok nanas' or something like that..Some of my friends, mum and dad's friends also came. Helped out too and read my book! Dinah, a friend of mine, also came but she can't recognise me..cuz so long she never saw me. The wedding place is quite nice and royal-like..



So tired now..Gotta rest!!

Well, I Guess You Can Say I Am Having A Crush...

I am having crush with this girl. But not my valentine okay!! There's many things about this girl that I am crushing on..She is friendly, smart, pretty and many other good quality..She doesn't even know I am crushing on her...she will know it when the time comes to tell her. Some of myt friends knows. I think my adik adk angkats don't even know her..HAHA!! I guess better not to tell them just yet...Not now. maybe later. Well I have to study now. I want to pass my exams so bad !!! Must pass all!!

Take care now! Going To Be Busy Studying!!

I DIdn't Force Her To Be My Adik Angkat...Now I Feel I Am In Big Trouble And Guilty

Yesterday was really a bad day...Started the day well. After prayers, went back home. Then rest of a while and watch TV and chat for a while..Then chat with ff and one of my adik angkat, Farah, her boyfriend add me in my MSN messenger and tell me that Farah is irritated by me and ask me to stop smsing and chatting with her. He also says I forced her to be my adik angkat..Like what the hell!!!! I never force her to be my adik angkat in the first place..Even his gang almost want to find me..and my younger brother also disturbs her...( Zas, kau and gang nk cari aku...tk payar.Aku bilang discipline master cuz die police and kau and gang nk kena tangkap korang punye pasal..ok..atau kita nk talk through this out??? Macam mana?)

Now, I feel so guilty even I didn't do anything wrong..I just don't know what to do now. Just need some help from somebody please...anyone?? And went to my dad's friend daughter birthday. I need someone's help...Please.

Exams Are Here! Won't Be Updating Much Though.

Well , exams has already started...my modem in my room spoilt..so I cannot use my computer in my room anymore..damn..then must wait don't know for how long..in the meantime, can use my dad's labtop...and so stress right now..must study like mad!! I want to pass all my subjects especially Science and 'A' Maths And 'E' Maths....Then got some problems with my adik angkat...haizz..And I won't be updating much though..And my friendster..won't be updating much though because of EXAMS!! Must work hard to pass!!

Gotta go now..mus study now..
Take care now!!

And to my friends out there, good luck for your exams and study hard!!

Having Problems In My Head That It Makes Me Hurts Alot!!

Today is like the worst day I had. My head seriously hurts alot. Especially today. Skip school parts. I have a lot of problems in my head..worrying about my adik who got brain tumour, ff wif her prblms, adk huda who got problems...AAARRGGHH!! and tonight, adk farah thinks I say her stupid when actually my freaking, pathetic brother says that using my account...just want to whack him like sieow! Some more scold vulgar language.....I feel I should take all the blame for that, for almost everything.... Just let me bare the pain!

I Think I Can Be Her Friend Only And Nothing Else...And I Think I Am Falling In Love Again

I think I can only be her friend because I waited for her answer for too long and I think it's time to move on...But I do feel hard just to move on after asking her...I just don't know..And I think I'm going to fall in love any time soon and the same time have to study seriously cuz 'o level exams coming already', less than a few months away...I think I am in love already...

Too bad you can't know who is it..It's personal , ok people? Personal! I think she doesn't even realise it herself..If only she knew..then maybe..well maybe we may be a couple soon enough..just have to wait..When it comes to love, we have to take things slow.

Bad News In My Life!!

A few days ago, I received the shocking news in my life!!! One of friend of mine got a brain tumour...I am shocked til my entire body felt so numb and barely moved....Almost half-dead...After hearing, I had sleepless night, just thinking what would happen to my adik...I am damn scared and worried for my friend ....and her operation is in overseas..( Insyakallah operasi dia will be a success...Chinese people not need to know these..sorry!)...And one of my close friend, also knew about this. She cried after I told her the news..And soon I too cried ....I also decided to see her before she goes for her operation...What I and another friend of mine can do now is to 'berdoa'(hope and pray) for her operation to be a success....

To my friend:Me and my another close friend will berdoa that your operation will be a sucess...Insyakallah it will be!

I Am Gonna Talk To Her Tomorrow! What Am I Gonna Tell Her?

I don't know what to say to her...I'm gonna be speechless tomorrow....AAHH!! Today was a sad day for me..I guess. Don't ask me why I am sad today..I have been stressful lately and I 'pop' the question..not married ok but ask this girl to be my gf...I am still waiting..Almost a week I have asked her..I have been thinking what she is gonna say..Just thinking just make me worried...What if she says no? Then how can I move on when I'm in love with her? Now my life is so meaningless..I really don't know what to do..

Just feeling so helpless....if only someone if it is the right person that can help me in solving my problems

Yesterday Watch HSM 3 DVD...So Nice To Watch!!

I am a huge fan of HSM from the first to the third..love all their songs and the story...Got some songs that are so romantic..can dream of myself as Troy and my future gf as Grabiella...singing together..Wah!! Can imagine that in my head right now!! Later I am going out with my frenz...I want to get all the songs from HSM 3..it is a MUST for me!!

To My Bro, Rusydi...eh cheer up bro!! What's the matter of you? See you later!!

Gotta go now!!

I am so missing all of my adiks angkat and love them so much and do miss my Valentine!!

I Am Always Not In A Mood...What's the Matter With Me?

Haizz...almost everyday got not mood even though got to see my freinds and mu adiks angkat....Lost an important file.( die!! very important file lost....) ...I feel like each day passed by, I can't be happy for just once in my life..WHY? Can anyone tell me what's worng with me? Sometimes I can't even tell whether it's me...can't really tell.

That 's for it..not really in a mood